UUUGGHHH.. part 3.. ehhh forget it:(

So, I have been trying to figure this whole blogging thing out, and honestly have not had time to really do so, sicne the only computer access I have is at work and I have beyond busy lately.. and then today I publish 3 titles without anything actual typed. Ask me how, well I DON'T KNOW.. maybe just maybe I will figure this all out one day and be an avid blogger like everyone else.. but I don't see that as an acheivable goal in the very near future:(

Aarons vacation...



My Aaron (my 5 year old son) went on vacation with my in-laws on Monday to South Carolina. Andy's aunt(on his moms side) and family just moved there and his grand-mother on his dads side moved there a few years back.
Grannie has not seen the kids, let alone Aaron in 2 1/2 years, Aaron was 2 1/2 then.. she literally dropped the phone the day they arrived (she was talking to Andy) and shreaked and cryed and laughed in excitment over my young little Mo-Mo. I can only imagine how many changes she has noted in this her youngest great grandchild. Probably things that we take for granted in my little man. Things that have tend to annoy me are thrilling her. This whole ordeal has me very sad. I miss my baby terribly. And the worst part is I have not spoken to him since 9 pm Monday. When I left him he was crying an hugging me and telling me he wanted to saty with me and didn't want to go. I did everything in my power to assure him he was going to have a great time and he would get to adventure all new things, all while holding back the tears I wanted so badly to let out. I wanted to hold him close and tell him he could come home and be with mommy. But I left and cryed all the way home and havve been missing him so much that is breaking my heart. He called on Wednesday and talked to Andy and cried that he missed us so much.. but I wasn't there, I didn't get to hear his little voice. So I sit and wait and count down the time until he is home and snuggling up with me on the couch, and bugging me for yet his 100th drink of the day, and fighting with his brothers... and back with his MA-MA.